Thats it. I have had it. I am going to find me a new job. And, I am going to make sure it is as hurtful as possible to these bastards that seem to think it is ok to piss me off.... I am going to make myself as valuable as possible, then leave with no notice or documentation of what I have done.... Fuck'em! Let them figure it out for themselves.

posted by Mr. Mom @ 10:37 AM [[ 0 comments ]]

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Hey you, Its been a while, and I just wanted to wish you a very hapy birthday. I know we don't talk any more, I just wanted you to know I was thinking about ya and wish only the best for ya. I hope this year is far better than any past. And I pray that you and yours are Healthy and Happy. Tell the little 'uns I said hi and give the littlest one a big ole kiss for me...

Love Ya

Shawn



-- Yeah, I know its early, but I am exhausted and want to head off to bed.... So you will just have to accept this birthday wish 3 hours early....

posted by Mr. Mom @ 8:54 PM [[ 0 comments ]]

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Ok, I have had a very wierd dream. Maybe the wierdest I have ever had. You see, I never dream about people, but last night I dreamed about 2 very specific people... I was laying in bed, next to Pearl, I was not sleeping well. In the dream, I got a call from Lady S. she wanted to meet me. I did. We talked about what she wanted and as it turned out, it was me (or actually, something I did for her and only her - and hopefully nobody else does it in my place) We decided to get each a hotel room. Once we registered for our rooms, she disappeared arond the corner ahead of me. As I rounded the corner, I ran into Mrs. Karen (from my church) who I haven't seen in 7 months. She says to me "Shawn, she left with Christopher" I asked he when and she said this morning. I continued on but I guess that had done something to me because I culd not return to the dream...

Ok thats wierd right? I mean, why would I dream about her last night, when I was laying next to a beautiful woman. And if it is as simple and me wanting her, or wanting to be able to do something that I miss - then what was that whole thing about Christoper. She isn't seeing him, she is seeing some other guy. And even more, what was Mrs Karen dong in my dream... There is no one that should be farther from sex than her....

posted by Mr. Mom @ 12:25 PM [[ 3 comments ]]

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I woke up with dreams this morning... Right now I can't remember what happened in them- even though that was just an hour ago.... what I do remember is who they were about and how I felt and what they caused me to remember. It has been 7 months since I have seen her and still I think abut her, a lot. I don't understand why. I woke up missing her this morning and wanting to see her smile at me. As I lay there troubled that I still feel this way, it suddenly occured to me that I had forgotten to do what I had planned for an entire month... It was simple, but I wanted to say hello to her on the 25th. I wanted to mark a year with her voice. And with the crazy shit at work and all the rest- I forgot! That bothers me. But hey, she for got too.

posted by Mr. Mom @ 6:45 AM [[ 2 comments ]]

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