Sometimes I feel like Lady S and I are falling apart. I think back to how things used to be, when she wanted to 'be with' me every chance she could. She would go out of her way in order to do it. Now, we havn't been together for 6 weeks. I know there are issues that keep us from being together, but it is still very frustrating, especially given how things were.

It also does not help that we are 'not together' That is fuckin killin me! I hate it. Basically I have to act just like we are together, except anytime anything comes up, she reminds me we are 'not together' But if I do anything, or if she thinks I do anything, then she gets upset about it. It is all so damn confusing......

posted by Mr. Mom @ 10:15 AM

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