I don' t know why I choose to only see the bad things. I never see, remember or compliment the good things. For that, I suck!
posted by Mr. Mom @ 12:46 PM
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006
I had a horrible birthday, but it was also great. I seem to have forgotten that part. Lady S had a really rotten day, but still, she managed to pick me up a cake. Her and the kids all sang happy birthday to me and I had a present. On top of all of that, I got to spend some time with her. It did not go sour until later that night. It was partially my fault too. I know how sensitive she is about certain things, but I still opened my big mouth. No, she should not be that sensitive, but she is and I knew it. Have known it. I should have kept my mouth shut.
I don' t know why I choose to only see the bad things. I never see, remember or compliment the good things. For that, I suck!
A breakThrough!!!
I don' t know why I choose to only see the bad things. I never see, remember or compliment the good things. For that, I suck!
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Finally, a great night. A night like I remember. We had fun just being around eachother again. I talked to her after work. She was miffed cause she had noone to watch the baby while she tanned. I offered, and surprisingly she accepted. I went over and she arrived shortly after. She fixed dinner for me again (its been a while). It was a simple meal, but it was great if for no other reason than she put effort into fixing it for me. after we ate, she headed off to tan. The baby, of course, woke up immediately aftrer she left, but no biggie. I held her and rocked her till she fell back asleep. When Lady S came home, we watched that dang Dancing show and talked about our favs... Afterward, as I headed home, she kissed me, just a peck. There was a good hug too. I went for a better kiss, and she shut me down. Only this time it was different. She was playing with me, and that felt good.... I did finally get me a good kiss though. I love the way she kisses me!!!
A great night. I hope there are more like this. I smiled the whole way home!
Bad dog, no biscuit
A great night. I hope there are more like this. I smiled the whole way home!
posted by Mr. Mom @ 10:33 PM
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Well, I went by to see her this morning... Not sure if that was a good idea or not... I am thinking probably not... She did not seem too thrilled that I had called. then she was quick to tell me that there would be no hankey pankey.... and then she compared me to a stalker..... as if all that wasn't enough, she was a complete grouch, and I still only got a peck for a kiss... what is up with that?
I crawled out of bed at 4:00 AM just to go and spend some snuggle time with my baby, and it does not seem like she appreciated it at all... She did not even call me after she got settled into work to say that she was glad I came over or anything.. Maybe I am just whining about the whole thing, but it does bother me. She says how she wants me to put her first, but when I try, it seems like I get a slap on the nose, like some hyper puppy, for my efforts.
I enjoyed being there with her, just snuggled up to her in the bed. While she was asleep, it did seem like she was glad I was there. That was nice, but before and after, it was not so nice... I don't know, maybe I will try again -- one day...
---- Update -----
She texted me about 11:00.. She did apologize and I told her how the whole thing mad me feel. I guess she thought I was attacking her, but we got that strait too.... It sucked, the grumpieness, but I did enjoy laying with her...
June 13, 2006
I crawled out of bed at 4:00 AM just to go and spend some snuggle time with my baby, and it does not seem like she appreciated it at all... She did not even call me after she got settled into work to say that she was glad I came over or anything.. Maybe I am just whining about the whole thing, but it does bother me. She says how she wants me to put her first, but when I try, it seems like I get a slap on the nose, like some hyper puppy, for my efforts.
I enjoyed being there with her, just snuggled up to her in the bed. While she was asleep, it did seem like she was glad I was there. That was nice, but before and after, it was not so nice... I don't know, maybe I will try again -- one day...
---- Update -----
She texted me about 11:00.. She did apologize and I told her how the whole thing mad me feel. I guess she thought I was attacking her, but we got that strait too.... It sucked, the grumpieness, but I did enjoy laying with her...
posted by Mr. Mom @ 10:16 AM
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Sometimes I feel like Lady S and I are falling apart. I think back to how things used to be, when she wanted to 'be with' me every chance she could. She would go out of her way in order to do it. Now, we havn't been together for 6 weeks. I know there are issues that keep us from being together, but it is still very frustrating, especially given how things were.
It also does not help that we are 'not together' That is fuckin killin me! I hate it. Basically I have to act just like we are together, except anytime anything comes up, she reminds me we are 'not together' But if I do anything, or if she thinks I do anything, then she gets upset about it. It is all so damn confusing......
Defloweration
It also does not help that we are 'not together' That is fuckin killin me! I hate it. Basically I have to act just like we are together, except anytime anything comes up, she reminds me we are 'not together' But if I do anything, or if she thinks I do anything, then she gets upset about it. It is all so damn confusing......
posted by Mr. Mom @ 10:15 AM
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006
I am still having those wierd sexual dreams, last night was a good one... There was this young girl - just made 18 and still a virgin - who had a crushh on me and wanted me to be her first. I said no and immediately told Lady S about it, and she said she wanted to meet her.. She then planned out an entire day that ended when she and I deflowered the young thing together :) It was a good dream.
Maybe thesee dreams are due to some sexual frustration or maybe I really am a freak! who knows...
Happy Birthday to Me!
Maybe thesee dreams are due to some sexual frustration or maybe I really am a freak! who knows...
posted by Mr. Mom @ 10:40 PM
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Friday, June 09, 2006
It is my birthday. I am 31 years old today.... Yeah!! (not) Really, it's just another boring day in my life... I can't say that I am looking forward to it. I will be glad when it is over. The sooner it is over, the sooner tomorrow will be here... Of course, I feel that way about a lot of days... lol So far, it has not gotten off to a very good start... Lets see how it progresses along..
Jamaica
posted by Mr. Mom @ 5:30 AM
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Lady S has just accepted an all expense paid trip to Jamaca. Her friends are offering to pay everything for her to go with them to a very nice resort. She has to come up with nothing. We should all be so lucky as to have friends like that...
I have mixed feelings about the whole thing, and ironically, I probably had a lot to do with her choosing to go on the trip.
1st, I am really excited for her. It is not every day that you have this kind of opportunity. You should take it whenever it is available. She is going to have a blast.
2nd, I am jealous. She is getting to go on a very nice (free) vacation, and I am not. I am going to be stuck here with nothing fun to do, and no one to do it with... I am also jealous of how much time she will be spending with her friends. I am already jealous of that a little. It seems whenever she does blow me off, it is usually to hang out with these particular friends. I know it is mostly irrational, but that is how I feel...
Oh well, it does not matter... the arrangements have been made. I hope she has a wonderful time. I will have my hands full anyway. That is the week my children will be coming home, so I will be busy shopping for school clothes and such, and trying to get back into a rhythem....
Freak Alert!!
I have mixed feelings about the whole thing, and ironically, I probably had a lot to do with her choosing to go on the trip.
1st, I am really excited for her. It is not every day that you have this kind of opportunity. You should take it whenever it is available. She is going to have a blast.
2nd, I am jealous. She is getting to go on a very nice (free) vacation, and I am not. I am going to be stuck here with nothing fun to do, and no one to do it with... I am also jealous of how much time she will be spending with her friends. I am already jealous of that a little. It seems whenever she does blow me off, it is usually to hang out with these particular friends. I know it is mostly irrational, but that is how I feel...
Oh well, it does not matter... the arrangements have been made. I hope she has a wonderful time. I will have my hands full anyway. That is the week my children will be coming home, so I will be busy shopping for school clothes and such, and trying to get back into a rhythem....
posted by Mr. Mom @ 5:21 AM
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I don't know what snapped when I had the piercings, but I seem a little different. I cannot believe I had several strange women in the room with me while I was exposed so. That is so unlike me. Or it was, anyway.... Now I seem to not have that much of a problem showing it to anyone. My neighbor got a peek just the other day, and I am slightly upset that I have not had the opportunity to show it to anyone else since... lol that is so funny...
One of Lady S' friends is a swinger, and she expressed some interest in me (to Lady S.) 1 year ago, I would have been totally disinterested in the whole thing. But now, I am a little interested and a lot flattered. I don't think I could ever go through with something like that, but it is very nice to know that she is interested... Besides, I don't think Lady S' and my relationship could withstand something like that at this time...
At any rate, it is right in line with a lot of dreams that I have been having lately. I never dreamed about this couple, but it is the same 'kind' of dream. In the dreams, I am extremely turned on by the whole thing, but I am also a little hurt by seeing Lady S with someone else. Not to mention the fact that I have not done that sort of thing, and I have no idea what is acceptable and what is not, so I would be so scared that I would do something taboo... I guess I should just chalk it all up as sexy, perverted dreams and leave it at that. But I do like those dreams most of the time..
Piercings
One of Lady S' friends is a swinger, and she expressed some interest in me (to Lady S.) 1 year ago, I would have been totally disinterested in the whole thing. But now, I am a little interested and a lot flattered. I don't think I could ever go through with something like that, but it is very nice to know that she is interested... Besides, I don't think Lady S' and my relationship could withstand something like that at this time...
At any rate, it is right in line with a lot of dreams that I have been having lately. I never dreamed about this couple, but it is the same 'kind' of dream. In the dreams, I am extremely turned on by the whole thing, but I am also a little hurt by seeing Lady S with someone else. Not to mention the fact that I have not done that sort of thing, and I have no idea what is acceptable and what is not, so I would be so scared that I would do something taboo... I guess I should just chalk it all up as sexy, perverted dreams and leave it at that. But I do like those dreams most of the time..
posted by Mr. Mom @ 4:56 AM
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First of all, I love my piercings!!! I think they are great. I just wish they would hurry and heal, so I can get on with things... ;)
It was a dark and stormy night.- Seriously, it rained on me all the way there nearly. I went strait over to my girls house, Lady S, cause she is taking me to a place she knows and trusts (cause I don't want just anyone shoving holes in me). She arranges a sitter and off we go, rain and all. The trip down was a little unnerving, but that is a different story :)
Any way, we get there and she calls her friend, who incidentally wants to watch this whole process. I am a little shy, so this is kinda a big deal. Infact, Lady S was doubtful if I would even let her in the room... So, they meet us at the shop, Unique Jewels (this is a small shop, and I highly recomend it. Gretchen was extremely professional and instantly set me at ease) Ok, her friends show up. Notice I said friends with an s. There is her friend, her husband and daughter (18) and another friend of theirs which neither of us had met. We go through the books to find just the right piercing to do. I had an idea of what I wanted, but I still needed to see all of the options available. So here I am with several women that I have never met looking at pictures of male genetalia, getting their input on what I should have done..The funny thing is, I was not uncomfortable or nervous at all...
No it starts getting fun. Gretchen (with her very CoonAss accent) announced "Shawn, thake your shirt off and come on in here" At this point, I was actually embarassed. I did not want to pull my shirt off infront of these strangers lol That is too funny. I headed for the room and when I looked around, all the women were in the room with me, including 1 I still don't know who she was. That was a little odd for me, but I 'CowBoy'd Up' and pulled off the shirt. It was just a little chilly at first lol
I trooped on, and consequently, became a little more comfortable.... Here you can see Gretchen giving me the rundown on what is about to happen...
Alright, in to the chair and on to the nipples... I am a little worried, cause they are going to hurt way worse thatn the other..... But that is allright. I am a MAN and I casn handle this ... Just look how calm and collected I am, really I can do this...
They clamped on and I smiled away. This is nothing... I could do this all day long...
Now she has to push that big ass needle through. lol but I got this... I can do it... I tensed up, but nothing showed on my face, NOTHING... I am a MAN and I got this! And for those freaks that want penetration, this is the best you are getting...
Now that my nipples are poked full of holes, I am ready to move on to bigger and better things, well better any way..... Here is gretchen fully enjoying her job, drawing on my Willie! I still can't believe I dropped trou.. with all these women in the room that I do not know...
OK, The Clamp.... a little pinch, but nothing unbearable at all... I am still a MAN after all. I got this!
Holy Crap! That freakin HURTS like a Mother F#@&er. What the hell was i thinking. This is way freakin worse than the nipples even thought about being... My goodness, how long does it take to push the damn need through anyway? To Hell with being a MAN I want my mommy! lol
Shit, now what? What do you mean you still have to push the jewelry through!? Crap!
Whew! I am glad that is done! All in all it wasn't so bad... I will never do that again! but it wasn't so bad... I had a really good time! It was fun with everyone one there. Hell, I had 4 strange women with their faces 5 inches from my little Wee Wee. ( and trust me, when she came out with the dang needle, it was definatel trying to hide... lol) Once I got over the initial embarassment (which did not take long) It was actually fun having them all in ther trying to look at me... lol Nothing wrong when beautiful women want to see you naked......
Just a word of advice to you guys though. If you go do this, and you have strange women in the room, go ahead and pul;l the pants all the way off. It was actually a little more embarassing for me cause I just pulled them down, and I felt kinda like a school kid in the nurses office for my first physical.... lol Oh, and if you do it, definately make the drive to Thibadeaux and see Gretchen at Unique Jewels right off Hwy 1
Ya'll have a beautiful weekend, I gotta go heal!
It was a dark and stormy night.- Seriously, it rained on me all the way there nearly. I went strait over to my girls house, Lady S, cause she is taking me to a place she knows and trusts (cause I don't want just anyone shoving holes in me). She arranges a sitter and off we go, rain and all. The trip down was a little unnerving, but that is a different story :)
Any way, we get there and she calls her friend, who incidentally wants to watch this whole process. I am a little shy, so this is kinda a big deal. Infact, Lady S was doubtful if I would even let her in the room... So, they meet us at the shop, Unique Jewels (this is a small shop, and I highly recomend it. Gretchen was extremely professional and instantly set me at ease) Ok, her friends show up. Notice I said friends with an s. There is her friend, her husband and daughter (18) and another friend of theirs which neither of us had met. We go through the books to find just the right piercing to do. I had an idea of what I wanted, but I still needed to see all of the options available. So here I am with several women that I have never met looking at pictures of male genetalia, getting their input on what I should have done..The funny thing is, I was not uncomfortable or nervous at all...
No it starts getting fun. Gretchen (with her very CoonAss accent) announced "Shawn, thake your shirt off and come on in here" At this point, I was actually embarassed. I did not want to pull my shirt off infront of these strangers lol That is too funny. I headed for the room and when I looked around, all the women were in the room with me, including 1 I still don't know who she was. That was a little odd for me, but I 'CowBoy'd Up' and pulled off the shirt. It was just a little chilly at first lol
I trooped on, and consequently, became a little more comfortable.... Here you can see Gretchen giving me the rundown on what is about to happen...
Alright, in to the chair and on to the nipples... I am a little worried, cause they are going to hurt way worse thatn the other..... But that is allright. I am a MAN and I casn handle this ... Just look how calm and collected I am, really I can do this...
They clamped on and I smiled away. This is nothing... I could do this all day long...
Now she has to push that big ass needle through. lol but I got this... I can do it... I tensed up, but nothing showed on my face, NOTHING... I am a MAN and I got this! And for those freaks that want penetration, this is the best you are getting...
Now that my nipples are poked full of holes, I am ready to move on to bigger and better things, well better any way..... Here is gretchen fully enjoying her job, drawing on my Willie! I still can't believe I dropped trou.. with all these women in the room that I do not know...
OK, The Clamp.... a little pinch, but nothing unbearable at all... I am still a MAN after all. I got this!
Holy Crap! That freakin HURTS like a Mother F#@&er. What the hell was i thinking. This is way freakin worse than the nipples even thought about being... My goodness, how long does it take to push the damn need through anyway? To Hell with being a MAN I want my mommy! lol
Shit, now what? What do you mean you still have to push the jewelry through!? Crap!
Whew! I am glad that is done! All in all it wasn't so bad... I will never do that again! but it wasn't so bad... I had a really good time! It was fun with everyone one there. Hell, I had 4 strange women with their faces 5 inches from my little Wee Wee. ( and trust me, when she came out with the dang needle, it was definatel trying to hide... lol) Once I got over the initial embarassment (which did not take long) It was actually fun having them all in ther trying to look at me... lol Nothing wrong when beautiful women want to see you naked......
Just a word of advice to you guys though. If you go do this, and you have strange women in the room, go ahead and pul;l the pants all the way off. It was actually a little more embarassing for me cause I just pulled them down, and I felt kinda like a school kid in the nurses office for my first physical.... lol Oh, and if you do it, definately make the drive to Thibadeaux and see Gretchen at Unique Jewels right off Hwy 1
Ya'll have a beautiful weekend, I gotta go heal!
posted by Mr. Mom @ 4:48 AM
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